"Victory is always possible for the person who refuses to stop fighting"

I'm quite happy with myself, for the last tree days I was eating really less food, only apple and coffee or green tea. I take vitamins, and I do a bit of exercise. I know I should exercise more, but because I have really FAT legs, first I want lose some from them, and later start more exercise. I don't want massive legs.

I know it's still a long way to be like all that skinny girls around me, but I have a new way how to not give my weakness win. Everytime, when I feels that my inner strength decreasing, I think about my pair of jeans which I didn't wear for a year  because i'm to fat now. But I remember that feeling of wearing them, when everybody was like "lol You look so skinny, you lose so much..." I want wear that jeans again!!! I will be!!!

My other motivation is the girl who work with me - really skinny, she's vegan, she drink lots of coke and eat sweets, but I think she's just naturally that skinny. Lucky Bitch;) So everyday at work I can see her tiny body, and imagine that one day I will be like she is.

And one more think - Why do Asian women are so cute and skinny?! How they do that!!!???

Beautiful!!!!