Stupid fat cow...
Yes I am!!
So i went today after work to Tesco to weight myself ( they have BMI machine) I was 117 pounds a bit down, but still not enough. I was in quite good mood, Tired because it's very hot right now so my low blood pressure don't like this. Everything was Ok before I came back home.
I just don't know why, I just start eating everything around me... So bad... bred, ice cream, jam, mozzarella, salad, chips...Stupid me...Why?! Why now!!! Two days left and that happen!!! So stupid!!! So PATHETIC!!!
After my binging I purging. I don't think so I threw up everything, later I make some exercise not long ( hot) about 15 minutes but I swear I sweat like a pig. Now I just try calm down myself and drink double laxative tea....
Tomorrow I'm gonna eat nothing!!! Only energy drink to dehydrate a bit my body.
My dress size 6 waiting for me and I'm doing some stupid things like this...
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