Cold Time...

It's so cold now...

I feel really unhappy, and I don't know why. I was feel that way almost all my life, with any reason, or without. Why?!

I want be happy, smiling, enjoy my life...

Right now I'm about 120 pounds. It's strange because I can see difference with my body, I can wear smaller clothes,  but My weight don't change. I don't do any heavy exercise to gain muscle, so i don't know what's going on with me...

Tonight is the party time, so I'm gonna try not to eat, and drink less.

xxx